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✦ am i enough? ✦



will i ever be enough? ✦
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am i worth it?
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✦ will i ever be worth it? ✦




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THE GODDESS OF TIME

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a hydrangeakit application

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table of contents

1. meet the roleplayer
✧ about me
✧ roleplay experience
✧ past characters
✧ activity
2. the moss at your paws - hydrangea’s section
✧ longevity
✧ what kit am i applying for?
✧ why am i applying for this kit?
✧ why should i win?
✧ character harm
✧ how involved am i in my characters’ lives?
✧ final gender and sexuality
✧ simplified personality
✧ detailed personality
✧ the how in hydrangeakit’s personality
3. a final send-off
✧ rules consent
✧ research
4. miscellaneous
✧ future ideas/concepts
✧ trivia
✧ roleplay examples
✧ closing

• ABOUT ME •

Nickname ✦ blackout
Pronouns ✦ she ; her or he ; him


☾ hi there, i’m blackout, an aroace high schooler who loves poetry and the stars !! i am so excited to present to you my application for the lovely hydrangeakit, THE GODDESS OF TIME !! there is no particular reason for the application’s name, i wanted something regal and related to time, so i chose THE GODDESS OF TIME. don’t worry, it’s not something religious or anything !!

☾ i love music, as well as ranting about it to anyone who'll listen ! my favorite genres are classical, country, and pop !! i love miracle musical, and if you know them PLEASE TELL ME so we can vent about how underrated they are !!

☾ i spend my time reading, writing, baking, drawing, and roleplaying !! my favorite book genres are fantasy, poetry, sci-fi, and really any other type of fiction !! my favorite nonfiction books are the ones on astrology, algebra, and rocks / minerals ! i enjoy writing fantasy stories, as i am a big daydreamer ! i like baking cookies, cakes, brownies, you name it !! baking is just really fun for me and a great escape from reality !! drawing is another big passion of mine, and although i don't post most of my art on scratch, i stil draw every day !! and i saved the best for last : roleplaying !! i absolutely love roleplaying, and have been doing it for four out of the five months i have been on scratch. i have also been roleplaying for 6+ years offsite, with friends and family irl !!

☾ i love poetry !! i enjoy reading it, and writing it, although i'm not the best, lol. i enjoy haikus and poems that don’t rhyme !! i used to write poetry a lot when i was younger, and although i don’t write it as much now due to school work and roleplaying, reading poetry is still a bright spot in my day !!

☾ i love space, as well as studying planets and the stars !! i enjoy learning about constellations and the stars, as well as galaxies and nebulas !! supernovas and white holes or black holes are also a spot of interest for me !! i like looking at picture / photos of formations in space. another amazing space topic i like looking at or talking about are the pillars of creation !! they are beautiful and actually exploded a long time ago, but since it is millions of light years away, we won't see it for a very long time.


and that’s all !! on to the application !!
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• ROLEPLAYING EXPERIENCE •

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• PAST CHARACTERS •


TFCRP


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OUTSIDE OF TFCRP


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All characters are in chronological order!

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CURRENT CHARACTERS


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• ACTIVITY •

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a brief explanation of my

SCHEDULE


week days without extracurricular activities: (content)
i typically am online on scratch from (content)

days with extracurricular activities: (content)
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PAST BREAKS/HIATUSES


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• LONGEVITY •

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• WHAT KIT AM I APPLYING FOR? •

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• WHY AM I APPLYING? •

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• WHY SHOULD I WIN? •

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• CHARACTER HARM •

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• HOW INVOLVED AM I IN MY CHARACTER’S LIVES? •

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• FINAL GENDER / SEXUALITY •

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• PERSONALITY •

SIMPLIFIED


✧ positive ✧ (content)

✧ neutral ✧ (content)

✧ negative ✧ (content)



prelude.

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DETAILED DESCRIPTION


am i enough?

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how will i ever be enough?


“there is always hope” ☆ banksy, balloon girl


the HOW in hydrangeakit’s personality

when i first looked at angie, i saw what probably most people saw : a sweet, shy cat, probably empathetic as well. but then i thought : why should she have to be like her appearance ? she shouldn’t. she should have a personality based on her not what she looks like.



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• CONSENT TO THE RULES •


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• RESEARCH •

dwarfism : (content)

how will this affect hydrangeakit?
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source 1
source 2
source 3
source 4
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folded ear : (content)

how will this affect hydrangeakit?
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source 1
source 2
source 3
source 4
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• IDEAS/CONCEPTS •

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GENERAL

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PLOT

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• TRIVIA •

you can find angie’s spotify playlist here!! https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2nYEH7IPocmqLIznmPRAUW

☆ nicknames for hydrangeakit: drea, angie, angea, gigi, gea, hy, hydra, angel
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☆ likes: (content)
☆ dislikes: (content)

☆ gender identity - (content)
☆ sexuality - (content)

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favourites:
☆ cat - lovebirdkit
☆ colour - lilac
☆ time of day - afternoon
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☆ season - (content)
☆ plant - (content)
☆ way to relax - (content)


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“our lives begin
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to end the day
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we become silent ✦
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about things that matter.” ✦


- martin luther king jr.



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◌ blackout / fei ⊹ he/him or she/her



CREDITS

APPLICATION TEMPLATE - @.eliibug
LITTER HOST - @.failed-glitch
KIT DESIGN - @.ruemeow