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run away. how do you live with the fact that you'll never be happy in life? I'm scared and tired and i miss you. the wind is cold and offers no comfort. i search for signs in your face and the night sky and find nothing. i would've stayed forever and ever but you didn't. i don't want to be here, i wish i could go somewhere else. anywhere else. somewhere i don't have to go back home. i want to go away but there's something that makes me stay. you're the only one who could make me stay, so won't you run away with me? there's nothing there. i thought i saw you but the shadows are empty. i search for your face and find nothing. the skies are endless and free, i want to run to somewhere far away from here. somewhere i don't have to be who I am, somewhere where i can be someone else for just a moment. i wish you would ask me to stay. i hope you don't ask me to stay because i'd never say no. the water is thick and there's no air and I'm always drowning, you're the one who could save me but you wouldn't, why won't you do something, I'm dying right in front of you. the skies are empty and god says nothing back. the angels left me a long time ago and i don't think they'll ever come back. my head is empty and my thoughts are far away and I'm drifting to somewhere no one else can go, somewhere no one else can. i want to talk to you but i want to stay away from you. you’re so far away. i don't know what I'm saying and it's scaring me because I've always known exactly what i



this place seems familiar. you've been here before, but do you remember how to leave?

why did you choose this path? are you lost? it's cold, it's dark. no one will find you here. you are far from safety. look at the nearest house. how long would it take for you to get there? hours? days? are you dreaming? do you remember the nightmares? the fun is over!

you are not alone. they are coming for you. no one will save you. is this real? don't you want to go back? do not listen to the other voices. there is no one here. stay for a while. do not open the door. it is not time to go yet. why don't you ever visit us? we miss you. why are you here? under no circumstances are you allowed to leave. you were meant to be here. welcome back. just imagine a place where you're happy.

i know what you did. it's all your fault. do not think do not think do not think.

it went so terribly wrong. did it all happen in another world? where will you spend eternity? are the memories real? the present moment was never here. there is no need to think about what lies beyond. it's too late to go home. something about this feels wrong. time is running out. are you still waiting? this place is a memory. where did it go?

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nightmares last forever and once more if you live through it


when did you fall out of love with me?


saving people doesn't make you a hero, so why do i try? why do i bother to save them if it makes me nothing? i've been searching forever, i've lost count of the years. when will i ever become something more than who i am? they said that anyone could be a hero. if i can't save them, is there anything there? what is my worth? they call me a hero in the newspapers but i don't know who i'd be.

they still haunt my nightmares when i sleep. the people praise my name but no one knows what i really am.

what happens when the dead comes back? in the end, i can't really save anyone and every one of them will be my failure. i wish i could let it go but i'll never be free. sometimes i wonder if i should save them because does it really make a difference anyway? i've never made a real change in the world because i let them die. i couldn't save them